The Ever Elusive Sleep

I hate hotels with double beds. Period. And snoring. I hate that too. Anyways, I've been on hiatus for the last few weeks because I took a vacation away from my life. Unfortunately, coming back is harder than before. I forget that vacations give me entirely too much time for self reflection where I usually end up realizing how absurd and stupid I am. How I tend to sabotage my own happiness and screw everything up. How I'm sick and tired of being stuck in my own life. That's why I'm always trying to go somewhere, to be unstuck. But the truth is, I'm stuck in my own head and my own problems. Must get out.