Indecisive Me

I've come to a decision....about a decision. I have to decide what I'm doing with my future. Every day I'm trudging along trying to imagine what I want to do with my life, and it is driving me insane. It also doesn't help that there are deadlines for most of the options I'm considering within the next week. Pressure. So here's what I'm going to do: make a plan, then make up a back up plan, and then a back up plan for the back up plan....so in the end, something's bound to work out. Right? Yeah, right. So lets just sort out the options shall we?

#1 Stay in Provo through the summer, work for the library and efy, graduate in August, and be a jobless college grad

#1a After graduation apply to BYU-I or U of U for nursing

#1b After graduation apply to teach English in China for the fall

#2 Quickly apply for graduation in June, apply for TeachforAmerica, and sign away my life for two years to go teach underprivileged students anywhere in the U.S.

#3 Postpone graduation until December, apply for the London Center Study Abroad, and work at the library until I leave for London

Suggestions, anyone? Pretty much they all sound good to me, which is why I'm having such indecisive issues. Why can't other people just plan my life out for me? Sigh.