Anyone else ever feel like life is this ridiculous game of poker and you just stink at it? Because I do. I'm tired of playing with a poker face. I just want to say I fold and be done with it. Seriously. Dating. School. Work. Homework. Bills. Responsibility. I fold. Moving to a foreign country and trying out a different life for awhile sounds so appealing right now. I don't want to be a grown up anymore. At least not for today. Maybe tomorrow I'll wake up and feel differently. Except I'll have to scrape snow off my car at 8am to go to class. Only grown ups have to do that.