A Little Perspective

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Life Alterations

So, since coming to the Holy Land I have learned alot of different things. It has been an incredible experience, and as we approach the last few weeks of the program I can't help but look forward and wonder how it will affect the rest of my life. The people I've met here have impacted me, the places I've visited will stick with me, and the spirit I've felt will forever change the way I feel about the gospel and my savior. I know I'll be leaving yet another piece of my heart here in Israel, just like in Ecuador. Maybe by the end of my life I'll just have my heart spread all across the world. That's the goal at least.

Anyways, aside from the life changing lessons, I think I've also come to some life changing deicsions. Maybe. I think. First of all, I *think* I've officially decided to go ahead and just finish my degree in English without pursuing a teaching certificate with it. I know I want to teach, but I'd rather get my certification teaching through a program that works with low income schools. We all know teaching is definitely not about the money, and I think if I go do a program like TeachForAmerica I'll learn and help more than I ever could in a classroom at BYU. So basically this means that by this time next year I could be getting ready for graduation. There's a dose of reality, yikes. When you go to college you have this idea that it's just going to last forever, but then it doesn't and before you know it you're almost done.

Secondly, this experience has instilled an even greater desire within me to travel. There is so much to learn from different cultures, and I want to take advantage of the time I have now to do those kinds of things. Which brings me to another option: pursuing a semester abroad in teaching English in China...which ironically, is where I was supposed to be instead of here. The chance to immerse myself in a service program has such an appeal at this point, and I know that it would be an amazing experience.

Thirdly, with the possibility of an earlier graduation, thoughts of graduate school are starting to look tempting. For the last few years I've had this pipe dream of moving to Ithaca, New York and studying English at Cornell. I know it's not very realistic and that I probably could never get in anyway, but I can't bring myself to give up hope that it could happen someday.

So there you have it, my life plans in a nutshell. I don't know where I'll end up, but at least I know it'll be an adventure and that no matter where I go, I still know that God loves me and has a plan.


Blogger Michemily said...

Sounds awesome. My friend said something so true once. "Michelle, the difference between me and you is that when I visit a place, I appreciate home more, and you want to move there." I guess it's not so easy to get rid of the travel/adventure bug. And why would I want to get rid of it anyway? Go for your dreams and good luck!

April 5, 2009 at 11:35 PM  
Blogger Becki said...

I was going to suggest teach for america for you! and then i kept reading it and you already knew. that is dallin's plan too, to do teach for america when he graduates. let's coordinate on cities and then we can be neighbors in a strange (and possibly dangerous) city!

April 6, 2009 at 7:05 AM  
Blogger Sara said...

Hey we're like blood related and I've never heard about this "pipe dream" I'm a little jealous that the blogging world found out before me :( You know all my pipe dreams.... This is me making a sad face, because your half way around the world and can't see.

April 6, 2009 at 10:46 AM  
Blogger Riya said...

hey yeah! im with sara on this one. but toche on the actual speach part. P.S. that is supposed to be french, i just couldnt find the little line thing that is supposed to go over the e. sorry.

April 14, 2009 at 9:59 PM  

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